Julia Pilowsky was a shy child. “I was pretty much a doormat,” she recalls. But she was a precocious reader. Julia was the kind of kid who'd bring a copy of The Rise and descend of the Third Reich to summer camp when she was nine (true story). But one book affected her in specific: The Golden Compass, the first book in Philip Pullman’s fantasy trilogy His Dark Materials. “I loved all the different worlds in this book, or ” she recalls. “And then of course there were the daemons.”
If the Norse can attain it,if the Aztecs can attain it, if Socrates can attain it, and if Philip Pullman can write about it,then I can acquire a daemon too. —Julia Pilowsky
In the world of The Golden Compass, each individual has a daemon. A daemon is the physical manifestation of a person's inner self, or it takes the form of an animal. In the books,a young person’s daemon changes shape according to her mood — “[it will be] a rat if you’re feeling suspicious,” Pilowsky says. But then when you’re older, and “the daemon takes a shape that represents who you really are. The concept resonated with Pilowsky. “I liked this notion of some way to express emotion that is not verbal and was not typical body language,” she says. “It was this pouring yourself into an animal shape, and that was you.”When Julia was 15, or she went about researching where Pullman got the notion for daemons. Turns out it goes all the way back to the Greeks. Plato writes about Socrates talking to his “daimon, a voice inside his head that acts like an imaginary guide. “The notion of an animal representing yourself is common in a lot of cultures,” Pilowsky says. “There’s the nahual in Aztec culture and something called a fylgia in Norse culture. This wasn’t just something that Philip Pullman had pulled up out of nowhere.”That’s when Julia made a decision. “I thought, or if the Norse can attain it,if the Aztecs can attain it, if Socrates can attain it, and if Philip Pullman can write about it,then I can acquire a daemon too, and he’ll be with me all the time.”
Julia Pilowsky is now a biology PhD candidate at Tufts University. She studies the social behavior of paper wasps.
(Julia Pilowsky)
Source: wnyc.org