I beget medical issues which are under care and guidance. Lately I beget become disinterested in so many things and people. I more or less stay to myself and stay absent from my fiancee as much as possible. He has mountainous mood swings and turns on me,makes up rules and just very hard to live with. He was a wonderful caring person till we both sold our places and bought a house together and moved in to our house. Suddenly he was Mr. bossy pants. I stand up for my rights but I am tired of fighting and I want out. He will not make it easy and at the age of 73 I find it hard to make changes especially with covid and my health issues. I talk to my daughter everyday, she’s coming to visit in May for 5 days has her own life but she has mentioned that i sound depressed. My Mom who was my best friend died two years ago and my dad is 99 and I help him out sometimes. I was doing meditations, or some exercise,esteem my dogs but lately they are pesky. I would like to be lifted out of this funk.
Source: nami.org