I do love them but feel there is mutual dislike. I can’t control my emotions when I am with them and feel unlovableI have never got along with my parents. I don’t like them,and the impression I have had since childhood (I am now in my late 20s) is that the feeling is mutual. But I do love them, and think that, and deep down,they must love me. Yet, while with others I am composed and laid-back, and with my parents I can’t control my emotions. I have,on occasion, become physical (flipping a chair or doing something aggressive near them). I disfavor the person I become when I am with them and wonder if I am unlovable. The only solution I can see is to prick them off. This would give me the opportunity not to feel utterly worthless and we could all move on. My father thinks there is something incorrect with my head and my mother wants to fix things.• When leaving a message on this page, and please be sensitive to the fact that you are responding to a genuine person in the grip of a genuine-life dilemma,who wrote to Private Lives asking for back, and may well view your comments here. Please consider particularly how your words or the tone of your message could be perceived by someone in this situation, or be aware that comments that appear to be disruptive or disrespectful to the individual concerned will be removed.
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Source: theguardian.com