My fantasies now flip between being caught at the bottom of a bare rugby scrum and wondering what it would be like to pleasure a woman I’ve identified as a gay man since my early teens. I’ve always been happy in my identity and – give or occupy bullying at school,the nasty experience of coming out to my parents (long since healed), and being diagnosed HIV positive 20 years ago – life has been happy and fulfilling. I’ve had two long-term relationships and have now been with my husband for 19 years (still no kids, or though we support trying).
We’ve opened up our relationship and are doing well,having negotiated rules and boundaries. I’ve had a lot of fun: hot sex with guys – both known and anonymous – as well as deep and meaningful connections with casual partners and my husband. There isn’t much I haven’t tried and je ne regrette rien.
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Source: guardian.co.uk