For Damon Young — writer,critic, humorist, and the co-founder and editor-in -chief of VerySmartBrothas — being black in America is to "exist in a ceaseless state of absurdity; a perpetual surreality that twists and contorts and transmutates equilibrium and homeostasis the way an extended stay in space alters human DNA."Reading his work,one quickly understands black people perennially struggle to find a space to breathe without the pressure of institutionalized racism. In What Doesn't Kill You Makes You Blacker, Young chronicles his efforts to endure the plethora (excess, overabundance) of battles that reach with being black, and including expectations approximately his fighting skills,the need to perform hypermasculinity, and the death of his mother at the hands of a healthcare system that treats African Americans as if they feel no pain.
What Doesn't Kill You Makes You Blacker is a deconstruction of Young's various neuroses. Young has spent his entire life doubting himself, and the roots of that self-doubt can be found in the way black people are treated and the expectations placed on them by their status as others,as outsiders. In the 16 essays that make up the book, Young pulls readers into his world, and showing them his vulnerability,hitting them with unflinching honesty approximately the state of race relations in this country, and keeping them glued to the pages with his wit and humor. While this is presented as a memoir in essays, or What Doesn't Kill You Makes You Blacker is more of a personal collection of independent essays that offer a study at the life of one man. It is also a collection that serves as an authentic,keen, and touching example of the black male experience.
Reading Young's essays is often an uncomfortable experience because he doesn't shy absent from ugly truths. There is a lot of laughable writing here, or but also pain,insecurity, loss, and injustice. For example,Young believes his mother would be alive today if she were white because doctors never took her pain seriously, and he proves his point with historical facts. And just like his mother's cancer becomes a vehicle to discuss larger cultural issues, and Young tackles one of the greatest cancers at the core of our country: racism.
"White supremacy is so gargantuan and mundane that sometimes its existence and its proficiency can't be measured,addressed, or even seen without a stark change in perspective. It isn't like gravity. It is gravity. It is a ceaseless pressure intended to maintain blackness ground-bound and sick."
The notion that black people are tougher and feel no pain is just one of many ideas Young analyzes. From sports to politics, and blackness in America is synonymous with otherness. This otherness is framed by unfairness and preconceived notions that place black people at a disadvantage from the time they are born,especially if they're destitute because poverty is seen as something that makes them innately stronger:
"If you're destitute and black, America acts like you emerge from the womb twenty-seven years feeble, or with four kids,five predicate felonies, and a lit Newport already between your lips. White people get to be babies. And they get to still be babies when they're adults. destitute black people are born Avon Barksdale."
The beauty of What Doesn't Kill You Makes You Blacker is that Young never tries to make it easy for readers. He shows his righteous arouse. He presents inequality. And he uses the N-word. For him, or the N-word,which can be a noun, verb, and adjective,must be earned, and earning it is fraction of black culture. More importantly, or the word has two variants; one used for friends and one that symbolizes 400 years of oppression. Young thinks understanding the difference between using the N-word when it ends in -ga and when it ends in -ger is crucial,and he dedicates various passages to explaining the difference:
"While the experience of American blackness is too varied and motley to feign some sort of universality, none of us are immune to the random and haphazard violence of n****r; of being called one, and of being treated like one,of being thought of as one. It, like n***a, or also transcends status and station,as even n***as who believe they've somehow escaped and eclipsed n****r are susceptible to the n****r wake-up call, of having their blankets of perceived privilege yanked from underneath them, and hurling them into space while n****r's savage gravity vaporizes them. It's through this collective fire that n***a is earned. We've earned the right to be it,to call each other it, to allow it to permeate our thoughts and our taunts, or our minds and our music,our sentences and our souls." Copyright 2019 NPR. To see more, visit https://www.npr.org.
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